marți, 10 aprilie 2012

Trust

Trust is what you ask me ...
You make me free
You gave me wings again,
 yet...
you keep me in the darkness
You keep me chained in your cage ,
You feed  me with you ideas,
yet...
if i want more,you disappear in silence
so in my desperation ,
i am looking for affection,
you heal my wounds ,
my hate for myself, my agony...
only to create new pains  ,
by cutting deeper in the burning flesh of my soul,
you tell me that you want me ,
yet...
how can i be yours?
you tell me that you've mist me
yet....
you don't know me
i want to reveal my naked life to you
to you and to nobody else ,
but i am drowning in cold water
looking for answers...
to the question:
how can i trust you ?
how can i , a being made of ice
live on the sun?
how can an empty puppet
become a human filled with love?

miercuri, 8 februarie 2012

De ce un blog?

Toti am simtit nevoia de ne exprima opiniile ,sentimentele ,dorintele.... Toti am simtit nevoia de a tipa ,de a ne razbuna ,de a ne varsa supararile pe cineva .... Dar nu am facut-o din diferite motive : frica de respingere , neincredere sau rusine . Cu toate acestea vrem sa fim noi insine ,dar sa ne pastram si o doza de mister. Acesta este primul meu pas pentru a deveni "myself".

the blue color of my sleepless heart